May 2011
7 posts
I hate sleeping alone...
I miss having a body next to me, or even on the floor. I hate being alone and an insomniac and being completely unable to sleep at night. Total suckfest.
And the guy I like…well, he set me straight.
Hopefully Mike visits this weekend. Then I get to have a body near me. Keep me calm.
Anonymous asked: I can't believe you're getting angry at someone who is just trying to help you. Did you ever think that maybe there way of feeling better about problems in their life is to try and help other people? Did you ever think that maybe by saying that their trying to help made you angry you could've upset them? Could you not have just said "Thank You" and left it at that? I...
Anonymous asked: You are a beautiful person, inside and out. The things you worry about the most are the things you shouldn't even be thinking of. What you need to worry about it how to project yourself in a positive light; how to spread the love you have to everyone around you because you may think you need it most but you're wrong. By spreading the love you have around you're slowly lightening...
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So sick of this bs.
Got a call from my dad and neurologist today. Guess who’s blood work is concerning? Guess what? They’re finally thinking that since my ears have been checked out multiple times and my brain hasn’t, they are using the most wonderful fucking word ever. Cancer. Seriously? Just fuck it. I am done with it. Every other day something else pops up. Can I get a break from the bad shit?...
Self Confidence is such an awkward thing...
I have finally started building certain aspects of my self image back. Finally thinking that I deserve the friends I have, nice clothes to wear and that I can smile.
However….the whole deserving a relationship and someone caring about me and the self confidence that I am worth it, that I deserve and am of value to another person on intimate levels is still something I haven’t...
Alcohol and Weed...
I never have liked either. I’ve never liked how alcohol affects people and the messes that may be made from it. Sometimes though…sometimes I just wish I could be like so many of the people I know. Go get completely wasted, get high and not worry about what the hell is happening to my body.
I can’t, and won’t though. I will never put myself at risk for the harms that could...
