September 2011
8 posts
RAWRS
I missed my last psychiatrist appointment and haven’t made a new one, and haven’t been taking my meds as normally so I’m turning into a lump of angsty anger and depression and annoyance and it’s freaking ridiculous. I hate getting this way. Getting freaking snappy and thinking the world is my fault and such. It’s ridiculous and pointless. Also, freaking hell on not...
Maybe it’s because I’m taking so many psychology course type things right now,but all I can do is think of reasons why I’m so stupid and keep falling back into evil thinking patterns.
I’m really not used to ignoring people.
Such is life.
Complaincomplaincomplain.
Whinewhinewhine.
Rantrantrant.
Tearteartear.
Endendend.
Fifth wheel...
Been having fun all weekend yet I’m just the fifth wheel.
Can’t shake my depression lately.
I think it may just be seeing everyone all…togethery?
Or it’s just my depression being shitty.
At least I have amazing friends. <3
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I’m a little lost right now. I’m a little confused. I’m a little scared. So it’s time to do what my friends have always encouraged me to do. Write it all out. I guess…I guess I just need to start with my summer, cause thats when things began to change. When I changed. When more things changed. Finals of my sophomore year came and went. I was getting better, feeling...
It's scary...
being so responsible. Thinking. Wondering.
It’s scary how for some reason I keep thinking about you. Maybe it’s just leftover. I’m adjusted to you being gone. But it still…it never makes sense when people leave.
