March 2012
2 posts
Sleepless...
I need to be resting. But 5 days in a room alone and sick out of your mind plagues you. I don’t want to be strong anymore. I don’t want to keep it together, be brave and do the right thing. I don’t have the patience to fight off my demons every night. I can’t see the world as one door closes, another one opens when they keep getting slammed in my face. I need someone....
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I'm just really lost...and busy....jumbled...
I need internet back in my life so so bad. But that’s not the point. This is a ramble of thoughts and things.
I didn’t make the team.
I can’t skate with my teammates, the people who taught me so much, in a safe environment for an entire year. It was the worst 4 days of my life getting that e-mail and then the meeting I had to have. I don’t like the rule. I understand...
